If you need me

If you need me, send a DM please

Anytime at all, no problem.

I watch my newsfeed refresh again and again

hoping time will turn into emptiness

and the world will be blue

like Picasso wanted it.

If you need me, I will turn into a daffodil

If you need me, I will be a good kid

and do my homework assignments on time

and turn time into an ice-sculpture

that will melt in your palm

as you throw ice-shards up into the sky.

We will sit together in the courtyard

Our hands tentacles of hydra now

Our mouths like mermaids

Our hearts as large as those of a Blue whale

And the world is blue.

We begin by failing each other

The first answer to the question “Who are you?”

is “I failed you”.

Or even better, “I am not the one you dreamt of, but I am here, now”

But instead, I send you an email

That starts with “Hope you are well”

and ends with “Kind regards”.

As the sand dunes turn into forests

And forests turn into pink skies

        those that give birth to the raingods;

You smile as I cry raindrops.

Goodbye my friend, I will look for you

In the summer bloom of the daffodil.